Happy

  Happy... This word, everyone also know it's meaning, many people say want to be happy, it is very easy to done it... Do you think so? Is it really easy to be happy? In this realistic world? The answer is no answer~XD Why I say so? Okay, let me explain to you... If you are an optimistic person, you may easy to be happy because you have a positive mindset so that you wont feel bad or sad, you till just feel happy... Or if you are a negative person, you will very hard to be happy because when you want to be happy, your negative mindset will automatic gives you bad idea or bad comment, so that your emotion will turn down...
  Today I helping my buddy's mother moving house furniture, they worried those furniture too heavy until I hurt myself... At the first, I saw those furniture was too big, I thought it was heavy... After I lifted those furniture, I felt so thank God, it was not heavy at all because my working places' stocks were heavier than these.... After finished helping them, we enjoy a movie name '3 Idiots', that was a nice movie...
  When I reached home, I saw an uncle that he knew who am I... He look younger even his age was increasing... So, I asked him why he look younger every year, he just told me because he thought himself was young in heart and be happy always... I asked him how he be happy always in this realistic world? He just replied me that I just need to pray, pray and pray... Thank God for let me saw this uncle, I try to be happy... But just now at youth, some of youth asked me to be quite because I making noises at there... Erm.... When I happy, I will be very noisy like a hyper active person... Don't know I should be happy or not because I worry my happy will bring noises for other people which stay beside me....

Estimate and Confirm...

  Well... Everyone also know what is the different between estimate and confirm, am I right? Okay, what is estimate? Estimate is something that we unable to confirm but we bring out some answer through our calculation, guessing, common sense or other ways... the answer of estimate not accurate, maybe it only contains 50%... By the way, what is confirm? Confirm is something that you very sure, 100% sure that is the answer, that is call confirm....
  I met someone that make me feel that she was too fantastic, why I say so? She was over confident, all the things she estimated, she just tell you that she confirm that 100% right... But when those things that she estimated were wrong, I can confirm, she will always give same reaction which is showing her innocence face and said why will like this..... Lolx... What a nice reaction... You win, your estimation win....
  Just now went for play bowling with Sky, wow! He was too awesome! He had a well trained bowling skill, I watched he spin the bowling bowl and may make strike! Too awesome! I had done 5 strikes in 40 rounds... =~= Play 40 rounds, only strike 5 times... So shame... I not so well in play bowling but I felt so happy because bowling can release my stress.... Sky! So thank you for accompany me played bowling just now! I appreciate that moment! Thanks a lot!!!!!

Actor

  When I say the word 'Actor', people will only imagine those people who show from drama or celebrity show... Today, the 'Actor' that I wanna say is someone who stay close with us but acting time to time... Why I say so? Is it many actors stay close beside me? Many people wondering who was the actor... The answer is yes, many actors stay close beside with us... Actor is wearing different kind of masks time to time, he/she can be good, can be bad, can be poor, can be weak, can be tough, can be strong, can be many kind of expressions, actor was a well trained 'education'!
  This afternoon, one of the actors that appear in my life told me to be a nice person when I talk or anything due with Commander... When I recall my memory, the actor taught me not to be nice with commander last month when the actor was scolded by commander... Wow! You are awesome, you can be an angel, teach me to be nice, at the same time you also can be a devil, teach me to be bad... Erm.... Why you want to be actor? High salary? High class education? High potential? So sad, I used to be straight and honest...XD

Angry , Disappointed , Happy and Funny

  Today was so special because has angry, disappointed, happy, and sad in the same day... Thanks God for giving me today...
  First, angry story... I found a nonsense person, she was very awful, why i say so? Today she said loudly :"Once I involve in that war , I 100% will be the winner in that war... " Wow! That was amazing, she can shout loudly but when she doing things, those things that done by her just getting worse.... Please wake up, maybe you think you are full of confident but your behavior shows that you are over confident, we call it ego....
  Second, disappointed story... My buddy, she suddenly told me she was heart broken, wanna drink alcoholic drink to calm down herself, I tried to phone her and encourage her not to do that because I worry bad affect will fall on her after she over drinks alcoholic drinks... Unfortunately, she just ask me why drink alcoholic drinks is bad ? Then she just cut off my call.... Is okay, I never have the right to stop you, I just try....
  Third, happy story... This evening, my other buddy suddenly invited me go to Chew Jetty on tomorrow night but tomorrow my big boss is coming from KLHQ to our branches, so I maybe unable to attend her invitation... I try ask her to go there tonight and she said okay... When we both reached there, we thought there won't have anybody except both of us... We saw a group of teenagers and a group of old man sitting and chatting at there, we just sit at the middle of the bridge... After 30 minutes, a guy and a lady are coming too, they beside us, the guy look likes foreign people, he take off his shoes at first, then he suddenly take off his shirt too!! 0~0!! Oh my!!!!! I know he has nice body shape but he too awesome brave!!!! I get shocked but I felt funny, so my buddy and I both laugh lightly... When we go home, my buddy show me some mystery ghost house, so excited and happy because my buddy so scare at that moment~~XD
  Last one, sad story... This afternoon I received a message, the message is bringing some message about my brother's(brother in christ) father just passed away yesterday night... All of our church youth, brothers and sisters attend his father's funeral... Wish he able to accept the truth... May God bless him....
  Well, after finished my today story... I should sleep.... So tired and totally exhausted... Wish you guys have a sweet dream and good rest....

                         Good Night !!!!!!!!!!
                            zzzzZZZZZZ

Accept

It's been a long time I didn't update my blog...
This few days My emotions are not very stable, I may easily get in temper....
I wanna control it, but I had failed to control it...
I had learnt to see through thing, but I never learn to accept it...
Even though many people are saying that see through is same meaning as accept...
But I still unable to accept the truth after I see through it...
Maybe I should be more special, learn 1 more lesson which is learn how to accept the truth before see through it...
Wish you all won't face this kind of problem in yours life because it was not a nice experience or a good memory...