Lost

  I'm feel so lost... I don't know what should I do, don't know what can I do.... I am too lost... Suddenly, I feel there is nothing for me to do in this world anymore.... What is the purpose I born in this world? Why I so negative? I wanna change to be more positive, but I couldn't do it... I failed to make myself become positive... I know people will say,  I really can make it, really can become positive, only I giving excuses to run away... I not giving any excuses to support my failure... Honestly, I really hard to be positive... I had met a lot of negative environment and people... God, please tell me what should I do, I am so lost, I had accidentally walk other ways again... God, please guild me back to the real way....