Way

  Today is Dairy Valentines' day, Happy Dairy Valentines' day ya everyone.... Today let's us talk about 'way', everyone have a way to go, after they walk till a dead road, they will find another new way to continue walk further but I'm so useless because I lost my way and I unable to find another new way... I very clear what should I do but I so tired to do it, it doesn't mean my body unable to support me to walk the way, it just mean my heart was exhausted, tired till unable to let my body walk anymore.... The things I handled, the situation I faced, the people I met is making my heart getting near to death... Honestly say, I saw many ways to let me walk further but I choose to stand on the junction and doing nothing... I had walk a lot, I had take many adventures, I know if I not continue step forward, I may fall down and unable to stand up anymore...Sometimes, I really wanna step forward but I can estimated the ending so I choose to stand at junction and being useless at there... I wanna take a long rest but I hate rest... Actually what I want? I also not sure what I want actually... I not just lost my way, I also lost my mind, lost my heart, lost my target and lost myself...