Facing a lot of PROBLEMS.....

I run away from problems always,
I found that I'm a successful coward!
I able run away from all problems,
stay in my own comfort zone...
Now I starting face them all back...
Sometime I so glad I still able keep my personality till now...
But....
This realistic world told me that I unable keep my personality...
I should let go myself,
let it change....
Let it gone...
Be someone which able stay in realistic world....
Am I should change become realistic person?
Should I?
Dad treat me like enemy,
he ego,
I ego too...
He want face,
act like he is professional...
Please la,
don't be a clown please...
You are not very professional...
You just a guy that need face but always making shame on yourself...
Why you cannot accept your son become more intelligent than you?
You think you are better than me?
I not a kids anymore,
I grow up already...
I not stupid already...
Can you please accept the truth which your son is already pass you far away?

Genia's father is back...
Her father not allow Genia to be with me...
Her father buy a lot of things for her...
Her father show his power,
how powerful he able support her daughter...
I unable give Genia this kind of power...
I only able give Genia spiritual power...
Haizzz....
Will you want spiritual power or father's power?
I very lost...
Am I still need to keep my own personality or change myself?
Join into society?
Become one of them?
Acting in real world?
Snatching people things?
Be actor?
Be asshole?
Be someone who have angel face devil heart?
I should face these all problems?
Or I just run away again?
These all problems actually doesn't harm me at all because I didn't addict with it...
I no need a lot of money,
I no need fame,
I no need nice stuff,
I no need enjoy....
You give me rice plus vegetables,
sausages,
hams or eggs...
These all is already enough for me to keep survive for whole life...
I know it is a damn boring meaningless life...
But I feel satisfied with this lifestyle...
I'm such an alien....
Genia,
if you watch this,
I know what is going to happen...
Genia!
Listen to me!
I just write out to show you!
Doesn't mean what you thinking after read it!
Don't think wrongly Genia!
Please!