I'm too FAILED !

My Genia is already sleeping right now.
I so hate myself!
Why I'm so failed?
I so successfully make Genia's parent hate me!
Just because I unable control myself missing Genia!
I miss Genia!
Wanna accompany Genia always!
Even is just sitting beside her,
I will full so happy and satisfied.
I didn't want anythings,
I just wan to stay right beside Genia!
Haizzzzz....
Sorry Genia,
I should be more mature,
I should control myself,
I should let your parent like me but not hate me!
I'm so failed!
Please forgive me Genia...
I just wish to stick with you time to time...
Just stay beside you is already enough for me....
I love you Genia!
I miss you!
I need you!