Harsh

Today I am so harsh,
very harsh,
I'm forcing Genia to obey....
Genia is very angry with me,
I'm so sorry Genia...
I'm too care about you,
I just wanna make sure you are safe.
I so worry I unable protect you.
Today I saw your mother try to shoot you when watching drama,
I feel so hurt when watching you get shot.
I don't know have you sense it or not.
I just know I heard it,
it sound not nice,
hope Genia didn't feel it....

Yesterday night so scary,
first time facing this kind of problem,
get shocked and hate myself because I unable handle this problem.
I just wish she able listen to what had I told her,
just now she didn't change but getting worse..
So worry if she still continue like this,
the problem will be more danger...
May God bless us!