30th of May 2015

Today is 30th of May 2015,

wow,
why the weather was getting hot recently?
Is there still exist any ways to rescue Earth?
Solve the weather problem?
Let's go to church....
Today I done my cleanness rapidly,
I was so shocked,
why I able clean up so speedy?
 Thank God for giving me this kind of power!
After finished clean up,
when I going back home,
I had been shot by bird on the way back home...
Shot?
What is that?
Let's see...
Yup,
bird shit!
Oh yeah!
After reached home,
I took a photo before wash it...
After that I straight went to Ah Hoe motor shop to help him for work,
today was a day that very meaningful to me...
Thank God!

29th of May 2015

Today is 29th of May 2015,

today was so hot!
Luckily my sickness was better than yesterday!
Thank God for cured it!
Let's go to work then...
Why so hot?
So tension and feel so stress with this kind of temperature....
Today nothing happened...
Just now went to Flamingo beach,
so long time didn't went to Flamingo beach already,
there was still same but just very less people went to there,
there was so quiet,
hearing the sound of the waves was so nice and enjoy!
Why I write so less?
Confirm is because I lazy la,
thank you!

28th of May 2015

Today is 28th of May 2015,

this morning was hot weather,
I was fell in sick already...
What a long time never sick,
now felt so frustrated with the sick feeling....
I'm sick but still need to work,
let's go to work then...
I know I am a jerk...
Doing stupid stuffs always,
very ego,
bad temper...
I unable change my attitude,
the reason was easy,
because I treat all things with the real me but not fake acting always...
I know sometime I was wrong,
I will apologizes on what wrong I had did before!
Human,
please be yourself but not being actor.....

27th of May 2015

Today is 27th of May 2015,

this morning was hot weather,
erm,
why suddenly rainy day then suddenly sunny day?
I'm going to fall in sick soon....
Let's go work...
After yesterday war,
today my head and me was very cool when looking each other,
we act like nothing happened...
It feel so weird...
hard to breath,
why wanna turn the condition into like this?
Are we a team?
Or your team?
a team and your team was totally different!
Human,
please wake up,
look back what had you all done!
Please wake up!

26th of May 2015

Today is 26th of May 2015,

this morning also rainy day,
so lazy to wake up,
felt not enough slept yesterday night...
Let's go work then....
Today many things happened at my working place...
Today was loading day,
after done loading,
I started count stocks,
I wrongly count one non-products,
when Kok bring the non-products and put upstairs,
he found that quantity was not tally,
he ask me,
I forgot that I lost count so I told him I calculated before was right quantity,
I some more got take picture too...
Our head starting come down check,
then I realized that I had counted wrong and quickly told them,
our head said to me loudly,
why just now you told me you confirmed you counted all?
Kok cried because he felt so hurt when I said that was his fault...
Then our head come down and discussed with us about my action,
said I was too over just now and said I shouldn't like that,
then I started argued and said all the things I don't like to our head,
we discussed about 2 hours,
our head had cried,
I some more said I don't want talk about this anymore,
if she cannot accept this,
I will give her resign letter...
I also tired to discussed with her cause she doesn't sensed that she was wrong too,
she said a lot of things about how great was her done to us...
Speechless...
What to do now...
I not scare,
find another place for work was easy for me actually,
I know my attitude was bad...
I was so easy,
just don't show off  in front of me if you cannot done it....
I don't want commander as my head,
I want leader as my head!
Damn!

25th of May 2015

Today is 25th of May 2015,

thank God because this morning was rainy day!
Let's go work...
Erm,
I really don't know what to updated in this blog...
Recently I felt this world was so meaningless,
the world was so wonderful at the beginning but human had changed this wonderful world from nature to technologies...
Technologies were bring us a lot of comfort but also bring us a lot of affects....
Human are so greedy,
they got what they want and they won't stop but still keep going get more and more...
I know someone was watching my blog day to day...
I know she very care me,
but so sorry,
I too care the past...
If you mature that time,
things won't happen like this...
You able accept your past,
but I cannot make it...
You try think about it,
If I was the one who have that past,
you really able accept it?
Don't simply say yes because you never try bring yourself into that character yet...
 Human think themselves so clever...
But they forget to think back,
what had brought by their clever?
Money?
Comfort?
Faces?
Career?
House?
Happiness?
Will they feel enough for the things they own now?
Hahahaha,
they won't!

24th of May 2015

Today is 24th of May 2015,

Today weather was so hot again...
Wow,
what a challenging nature phenomena that we were facing right now....
Let's go to church...
Thank God because gave me an ability to communicate with kids,
they so obey on my words and follow me,
So happy to have these kids to calm down myself...
This world was full or darkness,
my life was full of darkness too,
Thank god for giving these kids for me to calm down me and comfort me!
I had made decision,
if company want me to pay back for the product that had been stolen,
I won't pay for it,
I pay it meant it was my fault,
I never done it I won't admit it,
if they force me,
I will just give them resign letter...
I think this is the only way because working in an unfair condition will just harm ourselves....

23rd of May 2015

Today is 23rd of May 2015,

this morning was rainy day,
the sky so cloudy plus wind blow always,
what a nice weather...
I went to church to clean up church and burn calories at the same time....
After done I went back home for took a bath then continue went to motor shop...
I chill chat with them,
the time passed so fast,
then I went back home...
When reached home,
I told mother if company fine me,
call me to eat the 'dead cat',
first time I okay if still have second time,
I will resign,
She straight angry and scolded me back,
she said this was my fault...
I am innocence!
But!
she said was my fault!
Other people laugh at me or saying that was my fault,
 I don't care...
But when those words came out from my mother's mouth,
I cannot accept...
I straight down and emo,
I didn't answer her anything after that...
Feeling disappointed to human...
So realistic....
Today not in good mood,
just simply updated!

22nd of May 2015

Today was 22nd of Math 2015,

weather of today was also very hot...
Earth,
are you okay?
I'm worry about you Earth.....
Let's go to work then...
When I was riding,
I was sweating while riding,
wow!
This is so awesome,
the temperature of morning was very high and weather so hot,
who want some barbecue human?
Today's duty was watching all the past day scenes to catch who was wrongly given products to distributor and the result was nobody was wrongly given....
Why will like that one?
Who stolen it?
Why wanna treat me like that?
May God bless me...
What a nice challenge....
Hope the product will come back....
Why want steal it?
I'm so wondering....
So wondering....
Good night you all...

21st of May 2015

Today is 21st of  May 2015,

why the weather so hot?
Why it hot like oven?
This is not kidding because this is a serious problem that need to solve but human being just ignore this problem and open more air conditional to solve this kind of problems...
Do they know the more the open the air conditional,
the more the temperature increase....
Why human being want immediate effect but doesn't care about the affect?
What a selfish human being...
( Ps: I am human being too actually,
just I cannot accept other human beings were so selfish....)
Let's go work...
Today when reached working place,
I done store normal operation and found that we were facing shortage of product,
this is not a joke,
it is so serious,
I tried to trace back and use basic tracing process to track the missing product but I had failed...
I only can use the last way to track it which is trying watch back those scenes of yesterday through cctv system...
After watched many times,
I found that I doesn't mistake given products to distributor which mean that product was gone like that....
It is impossible,
only one thing can explain this situation which is that product had been stolen but due to doesn't have any prove or witness so we still cannot say out...
This was a criminal action,
I was innocence!!!

20th of may 2015

Today is 20th of May 2015,
oh no,
the weather was maintain hot no matter how long the rain drop.....
It really getting worst...
Today was so hot too!!!!
Let's go to work,
really cannot fight with this hot weather,
I wanna faint already....
When reached company,
I knew it was a tired day cause today Kok was taking annual leave,
just left me in store,
I need to do one man show....
When I step into store and went to pantry,
I was got shocked and felt so happy because I had caught the mouse which broke all my things...

How I caught it?
I put three pieces big mouse glue trap at same place and my idea was correct!
I got it at last!
Bingo!!!!
So pity the mouse cause it gonna die soon but no choice,
it broke many things,
so scare it broke my products so I just can choose to catch it....
After that,
as what I had expected,
many customers today and I worked like crazy cow saw red curtain....
What a tired excited day!
Thank God!

19th of May 2015

Today is 19th of May 2015,

the weather was too awful hot!
Why the weather is getting worst?
Aren't human so clever what?
Why they still not yet find out solution to solve the weather problem?
So worry about this!
Let's go work with a hot weather!
Wow!
I'm sweating while riding motor!
It's impossible!
Can you all imagine how hot is the weather?
Today just passed the day like that,
what a boring day,
but I like it,
this is what I want,
so simple so quiet so normal!
This call awesome!
I'm so enjoy myself in my comfort zone...
Good night guys....

18th of May 2015

Today is 18th of May 2015,

this morning was too hot!
Whole body felt so tired because of this hot weather...
Why the weather is getting insane?
When cold,
it turn into very cold,
when hot,
it turn into very hot...
Hope this nature phenomena will recover back like last time....
Let's go work then....
Today so Monday blue,
lazy to do works....
So lazy,
may I just sleep?
the answer is no way....
Today we get our rafting certificate and group photo while we were in team building section in Adeline Villa....
So miss those exciting moments....
Reached home from work and found that my room was hot like oven...
Who want some bbq pork?
Good hot sleep ya you all!

17th of May 2015

Today is 17th of May 2015,

this morning was a heavy rainy day!
What a nice weather to rolling on bed but is not a good weather to go out because it is too danger...
At first,
I am looking at the sky,
it rains heavily,
I was thinking how I'm going to church later...
I had planned to skip this time because it is too danger to ride motor in a bad weather condition...
Suddenly I recalled back a story was about the miracle made by God on me which is God had stop the rain last time...
So I prayed and told God that I'm going to church soon,
I know God will arrange for me...
Thank God!
the rain became small when I wanna start riding to church...
Let's go...
Today we were doing handiwork as a present to all parents because it were Mothers' day and Fathers' day in these two months...

I helped a child to done his handiwork,
I felt so satisfied on his handiwork because it too cute!
Thank God for giving me chance to help the child and let me enjoyed that moment!
After that I went home and doing nothing,
just passing time till now updating this blog and going to sleep soon too....
Good night all!
I had a safe trip when went to church and back from church!

16th of May 2015

Today is 16th of May 2015,
this morning was rainy day,

I had plan to go clean up church with Alex,
thank God let the rain stop on time,
but bad news is Alex didn't have transport,
so I went to fetch him and go to church together....
When we were on the way,
it suddenly rain heavily,
Alex said to me that he brings bad lucks for me,
I feel nothing,
hahaha,
now I believe a bit cause I really not in good condition now...
But I believe in Jesus!
Jesus will protect me!
Amen!
When we both reached church,
we start clean up church with just only two of us,
I start cleaning all the glass,
I thought it just a easy job,
after I doing it,
I found that it is so hard to done it...
We spend 4 hours on cleaning church!
It is totally challenging our stamina!
So tired after that,
I sent Alex went home and I went home too...
After that I went to Ah Hoe motor shop and help him...
Tonight's weather so hot,
I am starting believe Alex's words...
He brings bad lucks for me,
I not in good luck mood now...
But!
Good Luck are coming to me now!!
Come to papa!

15th of May 2015

Today is 15th of May 2015,
this morning was so hot!
Urghhhh,
feel so tired and wanna continue sleep...
What a hot weather that able make me feel tired and lazy....
Let's go work la then....
Feel so excited because later I can get my lucky draw prize....
Micro music sound system!!!!
Oh yeah!
When reached working place only know today lorry won't arrived early but will arrived at evening....
I wait so long time,
feel so boring,
and finally lorry was arrived and we finished our loading as soon as possible,
this shipment contain a lot of cartons that weight 25kg,
the amount of this type carton was 35 boxes!
Wow!
It killing me....
After settle down my things,
I started testing my micro music sound system!
Oh yeah!
I love it's sound!
So love it!
Gosh!

14th of May 2015

Today is 14th of May 2015,

today was Rose Valentine Day!
This morning so cold because last night was rainy day,
thank God for providing this suitable weather for us...
Let's go to work...
I got scold this morning,
after briefing,
I went downstairs,
I punched the wall hardly,
it sound so loud and Ah Kok was got shocked,
I walked to him and hold his shoulder,
I told him softly,
I am so tired and exhausted,
really so tired,
then my tears drop....
Wait a minute!
Tears drop?!!!!
TEARS DROP????!!!!!!
Yup!
I had cried!
I felt too stress and so mad....
I am innocence but I get scold just because my 'good' branch head misunderstood me...
The story is like this...
Long time ago,
I always asking question and tell her about that those ideas told by her doesn't work(those ideas really doesn't work correctly),
she think I show off and saying she useless make her no faces....
I didn't mean it,
I just saying the truth,
those ideas really exist some problems in it...
Day by day,
she don't want tell me any information anymore because she think I just giving nonsense feedback always...
Yesterday,
she told Ah Kok a case,
that case really got problem,
Ah Kok also sense it but Ah Kok didn't speak out the problem,
after came down,
he updated me the case and I replied him this case has problem in it,
he agreed with me....
I scold him,
why he didn't speak out when they were discussing?
So I straightly called the person in charge and told them this problem...
The result is I had settled the problem,
before I hang up phone called,
I told them don't tell my branch head that I am the one who speak out this problem, but they told my branch head,
so this morning she straightly scold me and said she is the only one who has the right to speak but not me!
I feel so sad!
What's wrong that I had done?
I do this all is just for company,
why she so crazy,
faces are so important?
But the problem now is not I didn't respect her but the problem is she was the one who don't allow me to speak so I only can choose to settle it by myself....
Haizzzzz....

13th of May 2015

Today is 13th of May 2015,

today was the second day of rainy day...
So cold weather,
so nice to rolling on bed...
Let's go to work...
Today goverment was coming back,
all the problems coming too...
Early in the morning,
we got some updated information but inside procedure was wrong but my naive colleague just agreed with her,
when he came down,
he told me like this,
I asked him why he didn't say out the mistake?
He done his innocence face again....
I called to account department and asked the person in charge...
At the end,
I had settled this case...
Why he didn't has basic common sense?
Is this a challenge for me?
Training my patience on his naive sense?
Thank God,
I think I might be fail this training soon....
Good night to you all!

12th of May 2015

Today is 12th of May 2015,

this morning was a rainy day!
Oh yeah!
It is so cold in the morning!
So enjoy,
love this kind of weather but it still rain when we are going to work,
the roads were slippery because of rain,
wish all those driver and rider drive slow and ride slow....
Let's go to work....
Today was a last day without goverment control...
Tomorrow goverment is back to own place,
it mean it is the begin of our nightmare....
Work work work,
pass time pass time pass time,
finish work finish work finish work,
go home go home go home,
play game play game play game...
What a nice simple circular lifestyle....
Feel so excited for this Saturday because Alex are going to clean church together with me!
Thank God had arrange this change for us!
Amen!

11th of May 2015

Today is 11th of May 2015,

yesterday night was too hot until I unable to enjoy a good sleep...
Today weather also very hot!
Urghhhhh.....
Thank you sun,
shine like a diamond...
Hot die me!
Let's go to work...
Urghhh....
Why my colleague was doing nonsense things in front of me all the time?
I almost reached my limit!
I gonna explode soon!
Why he like to challenge my patience limit?
Is this a lesson to let me learn to  be more patience?
Learn to be patience!
Learn!
Urghhhh....
Oh!
Yeah!

Our company's marketing department's colleague had uploaded those pictures that taken during our company's team building activities into website drive...
Wow!
Those were nice memorable sweet experience ever!
So miss that place!
I would like to go there and play again!

10th of May 2015

Today is 10th of May 2015,

this morning was rainy day but I believe that God will stop the rain when all brothers and sisters in Christ are going to church....
The rain really stop and let's us  move to church....
I had two weeks absent to church due to company activity and team building section,
many brothers and sisters in Christ were miss me,
especially my children,
Han Zhe,
Joshua,
Khai Jie,
Khai Yang,
Mu Wei and Jerry,
these children so miss me and they hug me tight when saw me...
They are so cute!
So glad I have these children!
After that I went back home....
And passed my day with musics and games...
Just now Alex suddenly ask me about David Tai brother's news,
I went to ask Pastor Li Ping and she told me that David Tai was having a small operation,
it is about the cancer that inside David Tai brother's body...
May God bless him!
He will be fine!