Thursday, May 14, 2015

14th of May 2015

Today is 14th of May 2015,
today was Rose Valentine Day!
This morning so cold because last night was rainy day,
thank God for providing this suitable weather for us...
Let's go to work...

I got scold this morning,
after briefing,
I went downstairs,
I punched the wall hardly,
it sound so loud and Ah Kok was got shocked,
I walked to him and hold his shoulder,
I told him softly,
I am so tired and exhausted,
really so tired,
then my tears drop....
Wait a minute!
Tears drop?!!!!
TEARS DROP????!!!!!!
Yup!
I had cried!
I felt too stress and so mad....
I am innocence but I get scold just because my 'good' branch head misunderstood me...
The story is like this...
Long time ago,
I always asking question and tell her about that those ideas told by her doesn't work(those ideas really doesn't work correctly),
she think I show off and saying she useless make her no faces....
I didn't mean it,
I just saying the truth,
those ideas really exist some problems in it...
Day by day,
she don't want tell me any information anymore because she think I just giving nonsense feedback always...
Yesterday,
she told Ah Kok a case,
that case really got problem,
Ah Kok also sense it but Ah Kok didn't speak out the problem,
after came down,
he updated me the case and I replied him this case has problem in it,
he agreed with me....
I scold him,
why he didn't speak out when they were discussing?
So I straightly called the person in charge and told them this problem...
The result is I had settled the problem,
before I hang up phone called,
I told them don't tell my branch head that I am the one who speak out this problem, but they told my branch head,
so this morning she straightly scold me and said she is the only one who has the right to speak but not me!
I feel so sad!
What's wrong that I had done?
I do this all is just for company,
why she so crazy,
faces are so important?
But the problem now is not I didn't respect her but the problem is she was the one who don't allow me to speak so I only can choose to settle it by myself....
Haizzzzz....

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