8th of May 2015

Today is 8th of May 2015,

yesterday I just said the sun doesn't bright for few days,
today it shine brightly...
I'm melt.....
Let's go to work...
I felt so lazy this week...
I feeling tired and exhausted about my life...
So meaningless...
I know what I'm facing...
If I step forward,
my life will change more exciting...
But it not real at all...
It just exist in a short period...
Gone easily after it appeared....
I am too over busy body...
Always go care other people's things...
Always just thinking how were they?
Are they settled?
Are they okay?
I always think about other people but didn't think about myself...
Many people hated me...
They hate me because I'm too over busy body,
over control,
over caring,
over advising and over sticking to them...
I done these is just for their own good but seem I really over done...
Now I so tired and exhausted...
I'm planning to learn to be selfish,
don't want care other people anymore except myself...
But....
I couldn't make it because my mind will automatically go care those things...
sad case......