26th of May 2015

Today is 26th of May 2015,

this morning also rainy day,
so lazy to wake up,
felt not enough slept yesterday night...
Let's go work then....
Today many things happened at my working place...
Today was loading day,
after done loading,
I started count stocks,
I wrongly count one non-products,
when Kok bring the non-products and put upstairs,
he found that quantity was not tally,
he ask me,
I forgot that I lost count so I told him I calculated before was right quantity,
I some more got take picture too...
Our head starting come down check,
then I realized that I had counted wrong and quickly told them,
our head said to me loudly,
why just now you told me you confirmed you counted all?
Kok cried because he felt so hurt when I said that was his fault...
Then our head come down and discussed with us about my action,
said I was too over just now and said I shouldn't like that,
then I started argued and said all the things I don't like to our head,
we discussed about 2 hours,
our head had cried,
I some more said I don't want talk about this anymore,
if she cannot accept this,
I will give her resign letter...
I also tired to discussed with her cause she doesn't sensed that she was wrong too,
she said a lot of things about how great was her done to us...
Speechless...
What to do now...
I not scare,
find another place for work was easy for me actually,
I know my attitude was bad...
I was so easy,
just don't show off  in front of me if you cannot done it....
I don't want commander as my head,
I want leader as my head!
Damn!