Tired

  Feel so tired... Not just tired is physical, it is also tired in mental and one more, is my heart also feel tired... Physical tired is because feel so boring about my life, I had tried to do many things to make my life be more interesting but seem that it failed...The more I tried, the more I disappointed and face more problem... Mental tired is because all the things that happened around me were too challenging... Challenging is equal to interesting activities, for me is not... Challenging is equal to mental suffering activities... Facing all those fake people and unfair things... Urghhhhh! Gosh!!! I am going to fall! May I quit???!!! Heart tired is because I scare human... The more we believe someone the more danger is getting close... I worry I unable to handle the situation if someone that I very believe betray me.... Gosh! I feel wanna leave this world... Should I just R.I.P(Rest is peace) ???? I think I should..........