World

  I'm getting more disappointed to this world, I really very tired to live in this world, may I just leave this world? Sometime I'm wondering why my thinking are so negative... The factor of my thinking become negative are environment, mind thinking, people who appear in my life, incident that I faced since young till now and I have a good brain that able to remember many things for a long time... Haiizzzzzz...
  Sometime I think that why will I have this all ability and incidents... I prefer to be a simple normal guy instead of being a guy that may think a lot in the same time... I really getting tired and tired, I almost wanna exhausted already.. People say comfort only given to those people which already rest in peace... Honestly, I need comfort but this world may not allow us to get comfort once we still survive in this world.. May I be selfish? May I just put down all things and just leave this world like that? But I had tried to imagine if I'm going to leave this world, will I really dare to just leave this world? The answer is I unable to leave this world easily and smoothly, I still unable to put down anythings although I always saying I wanna give up and leave this world... I really need to hide up myself in the middle of forest and live in deep of forest, that is the only way I can get the comfort and peace that I want....